BIRTHDAYS?

yeap! Imma talk bout birthdays..

What do the term "birthday" means to you? Do you find it something special or is it just another ordinary day?

To me, birthdays are something special when it's about the people around me.. Without those days, they wouldn't be in my life now. That's why I tend to remember them. =D But when it comes to mine, it's just another ordinary day.

What about you? ;)

Is a girl asking too much if she expects more from her guy? 

Sometimes I wish he's more understanding but how can he when he's no me
Sometimes I wish he's a romantic coz that's really sweet but he's just ain't one
Sometimes I wish he's good at surprising as that's something I enjoy
And sometimes I wish he would be more to the person I wish he could be but that's just impossible

Noone's perfect and I guess we shouldn't expect too much :)

Life's nothing but a journey, sailing through the rough yet smooth sea of emotions and obstacles.. I always remember this quote from a friend, "One must overcome difficulties, not to be overcome by difficulties". Who says life would be easy? There's a new challenge everyday. It's up to us to stay strong and get through it, or to be defeated by it. 

I hope I'm strong enough to go through this last month before hell ends! ><"

feeling like a crap

been sick for few days now.. this really sucks! whole day sneezing non-stop, mountain of tissues piling up, blur the whole day! sigh! and to add to all these crap, I failed my PA paper.. One of the papers that you're supposed to pass easily :( But I wasn't the only one to fail this stupid paper.. This is the second time I didn't manage to finish all questions. Seems like I really gotta buckle up! ><"

Other than all the shite(s) that happened, I guess today's jz another normal day passing by bringing me closer to Doom's Day! :(

Dearest daddy bought a pair of rabbits and another pair of guinea pigs, especially for me coz he always sees me playing with those stray pups that are all now gone.. I wonder who adopted them. Anyhow, I hope they get good care takers :) Signing out now! Peace! ;)

everything about you

i miss everything about you.. from your touch, to your smile, your laughter, your hugs, your warmth, your smell, EVERYTHING! :) love the way you pulled me into your arms and tell me that everything will be ok when something's wrong. it feels so right when you always there for me no matter what. it's funny when i complained i'm fat and show you the fatty layers and yet you said i'm skinny. wonder whether you mean it or just said it to make me happy. haha! love the way you pushed my hair behind my ears while you looked me in the eyes. it feels like we're connected to each other's soul, loving you more each second. i miss you even more when we have our heart-to-heart talk, cuddled up in each other's embrace. so sweet! and also the part where you always remind me how much you love me and how you don't want the sand in the hour-glass to run out..

baby, as always, ily!  :)

it's been a while since i last felt like this.. don't know what is the exact word to describe this feeling.. It felt something like lonely, empty, cold and hollow.. I felt as though I'm losing a part of me each time I feel this way.. Everytime I just wanna be alone, let this feeling eat me up slowly, feel it deep and finally tear.. Weird huh?? Well, I guess when they say girls are emo creatures, there's a truth to it ;)

inner thoughts??

have you ever feel hurt by someone till you can feel the pain paralyzing you? As you can feel the nerves pulling and the tears just flowed like a river. Sometimes it just makes me wonder, it's that why people cut their wrist? So that they can ease the pain by letting the pain "flows out" with the blood? That's what I heard before. How true is that? One thing's for sure, crying out definitely flows out the emotions along. Although it doesn't ease the pain, yet it still helps. Bit by bit, till you're tired, I guess that's when all of the emotions are out. :) And so I read somewhere that girls' tears are like the sand in an hour-glass. Once they run dry, that's when your time is up. I agree on that. When they're out of tears, I guess that's when they're tired of everything, on the edge of giving up. There's still hope of course, but how big is it? Are they still willing to give you a second chance? Or do they just wanna move on without you? The best solution is, treat your girl right. You never wanna give her the chance to think twice. Trust me! :D

as i feel his warmth and breath as he hug me goodbye, he secretly whispered the 3 words in my ears.. I was surprised at 1st then touched. I didn't expect it to happen so soon as I thought he needed more time. And as we kiss goodbye, he said it again while looking into my eyes.Aww, how he took my breath away.. I guess that's one of his charm. :) 

And it feels so weird to actually introduce your boyfriend to your parents! Trust me! It's awkward.. But I'm glad I did it because he's worth it. I'm glad I found you. Guess God sent you from above to take care of me, so there's no running away now! :D 

I love you too, baby! :)