she's such a b*tch

ugh! why r you so annoying?! why do you have to be so irritating?!

people might think you're very angelic and sweet coz they don't see the real you yet but us that know you well enough, you're a pain in d ass! I think you do know that as people are gettin to know you, they're avoiding you rite? If u dun, I really do feel sorry for you..

Here's one situation that best describe her annoying attitude!

Today we were to carry out an experiment on chromatography. Every group were given a cylinder filled with the solvent needed. There's 12 groups, so the lab assistant only prepared 12 of the cylinders.. As everyone was getting done with their set-ups, one group went and tell teacher that they didn't have the cylinder. Teacher was surprised as the cylinders were prepared just enough for everyone.

teacher: ok, this group doesn't have their cylinder. Who did the experiment twice??

everyone was lookin around, wondering. well, of coz some of us suspected tht b*tch coz she's so damn tht type of f*ckin selfish b*tch!!!

she was pretending to look around too till teacher said she will check the cylinders if no one admits. (we put names on the chromatography paper so it doesn't get mix up)

and guess wat?! tht f*ckin b*tch actually walks to the cylinders, open one of them and removed the paper. she was the one using the other group's solvent to do another set and she can f*ckin pretend tht it wasn't her! ugh! how f*cked up is tht?! the best part, she didn't even bother to apologise!! wtf!! she really got no respect and manners i tell you!

yeah, go on and pretend to be all angelic. like anyone would ever be blinded by your disgusting acts now! no one dislikes you without reasons, it been you that causes all that! I really feel sorry tht you're so pathetic! well done for getting more haters in the class! all the best to you! :)

stumble, mumble, grumble

argh!!! MUET!!! why do you have to such a killer?? *sigh*

I couldn't wake up this morning, was too lazy to get my butt off the bed. The bed was too comfortable, couldn't blame me for tht! =D Was all relax till I meet my friends. Books were everywhere, all opened up to the speaking section. Ugh! Why they just gotta read all those now? Does it even make a difference? For the sake of it, I also flipped thru the pages without knowing what I'm reading.. Boring!

11.30am
it's time! now my nerves are getting into me! it feels as if my heart is gonna burst out from under the rib cage!
>< here we go, all seated and facing the paper.. The question..

If you were given the chance to be the Prime Minister of Malaysia for one term, what is the greatest achievement will you leave behind? Mine was about world class education. What about tht to talk about? Crap! I just know there's lots of "erms & ahhs" between my sentences and stumble here and there. Why would tht happened now?! *sigh* Then the group discussion, another mistake. As things went on, I only felt that my heart is pounding fast and my face definitely gets hotter by the minute! 10minutes seem to be so long...

all in all, everyone thinks that we cooperated well, covering up each other's mistake and spoke not so bad.. Idk.. I just hope everyone scores well! ;)

~i duno why but i think i'm missing you alr. your image keeps running thru my mind, as though it's repeated again and again. but who wouldn't when you're jz too cute? :) ~

it's just so weird how you can bond to somebody in just a week?

everything happened so fast, or should I say in a rush? But when things just happen, you can't control it right? Especially those that involved feelings.. It can strike you immediately, but can also evaporate easily. It can make you on cloud9 but also put you in hell. I guess sometimes it just depends on your love luck huh? Whether you found "The One" who is "destined" to share your ups & downs in life and shower you with never ending love instead of making your life miserable. LOL

everything about him just makes me wanna get to know him better.. It's like he's a magnet, pulling me closer to him every time we meet. Who would have expect things to go smoothly on the 1st date itself? I thought it was gonna be all awkward and weird, but I'm definitely looking forward to the next one. =D One after another, things seem to get better. I just feel comfortable around him, he's just so natural. As in he's not like those guys who try so hard to impress a girl (acting cool and all), he's just being himself, shy yet friendly, nice and sweet. ;)

i do hope magic would work it's miracle because I do see a glimpse of hope in his eyes. :)

zombie-ness

i shdn't had slept late, was quite a zombie in school today. Even walk also I gotta dragged myself. >< ok, mayb a lil dramatic, but tht's how I felt.. Got back my Chem paper today, as usual teacher was disappointed with our results.. This time I almost pass, jz short of 2 marks! but big improvement compared to d 1st test.
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why everytime when I on9, tht guy jz have to find topics to talk one? I'm already giving subtle hints that I'm not interested and he jz doesn't get it.. OMG!

thk God there's some1 who makes my day better.. hope u knw u're the one I'm talking about.. imu! :)

Thank you, God!

While I was doing my Biology paper today, I was feeling very sleepy, like some blur case.. Answer some questions then rest a while, got up do again, rest again.. Who wouldn't feel sleepy at that hour of time? If can, I would wanna hibernate. The weather is really a killer.

Time passed by...

As I looked at the clock, there is still 10 minutes left. I really need to go to the ladies but I kinda have this feeling that I have to go through my answers again. As if there's something wrong but I just couldn't tell what is it..

Squeezing my brain juice trying to figure out in what cell does the reaction occur. But Krebs cycle?? There's no answer to that! How can that be?! OMG! ><"

Finally at the last 5 minutes..

OMG!! It's not the Krebs cycle! It's the Hatch-Slack Pathway! I have to changed all the answers in that few crucial minutes! (It was a structured question) Managed to change the answers but the whole paper was full of scribbles. I actually wanted to ask teacher whether can she read those writing. =/

I'm really grateful that I didn't waste that last 10 minutes going to the washroom although I really have to pee.. Imagine if I just passed up the paper with those initial answers, I think I'm gonna failed the paper and my teacher gonna kill me.. =D

woah! no19 in Larian Diraja Bandar Klang! din expect tht, since i jz wanna join for fun. Plus I din get to sleep d previous nite. Got home at 2+, shower & all and it's alr 3 sth, got up at 5am! All thanks to Mr. A lar.. lol! But it was worth it, enjoyed hanging out with him even though it was our 1st outing.. I thought it was gonna b awkward, but it was all alrite. I think running's gonna b my new ecstasy. D fun of it comes when u jz enjoy running without d stress of winning & reached d finishing line feeling all relax.. :) Gonna join more open events when hv d chance! teehee!~

~when someone appreciates u, they tend to remind u how special u are to them & they meant it sincerely :)~

Today SMKTAR had its cross-country which was supposed to b on the 25th of Feb but postponed due to d MSSD's cross country. Well, everything was so far so gd. =D

Here are some pics tht I took randomly in my house, jz wanna share.. :) Enjoy!

my most favourite :)