What is wrong? Why can't things be easier? 

 

     So many things I wish for but it all seems to be impossible. I wish that he'll realise what was wrong in the past. I'm not asking for much, only for him to realise the situation and understand. Only if he understood by then..

     People tend to misunderstood your thoughts and clash with them when they have their own point of view. Only if humans can understand each other more.. 

I'm so sick of the whole situation. It never seems to end, just like a bad dream that always haunt you. The past haunts you, the present worries you and the future scares you. Only if I still have him and only if he would understand me better. Yet again, I've learnt to not expect too much as it'll only disappoint yourself by the end of the day. 

All in all, I just want to release some emotions here :)

Finally, I got the old you back! It feels so good! I didn't expect expressing my true feelings will make things emotional :) Glad you're back on board twinny! So happy! At one point I thought I was gonna lose you.. Thank God that my words still can cramp its way into your brains and have some effect! :D

Hope things will get better :)

xoxo

Today I met a friend.. Although I said that I don't really enjoy her presence around me anymore, I guess somehow I was wrong. I missed her, I missed those laughter we shared, those tears we been through together, those stupid jokes we made, those gossips that we can go on with forever..

So, I decided to start all over again, try to forgive and forget what's past, try to accept their weakness better (every human being has their weakness)....

All in all, I hope things would get better, my mood would get better, my irritation would get suppressed better and EVERYTHING WOULD BE GREAT! :) 


Wish me luck! Adios!~

Lol, I jz read Aik Leng's blog after so long din sign in.. Had a good laugh, she is an adorable one! :)

Went to Secondhand Serenade's showcase, it was AWESOME!!  They were so nice and John's just plain charming! :D Bf took some vids at the showcase but there's something wrong with that stupid phone, ended up all vids no sound.. Sigh! Truely depressing! :( But they were just good, epic ending with " Fall For You "! :D Supper at Murni, came back with huge tummy! Yummy!~

Hmm, human relationships are funny aren't they? When someone's important to you, you care for them but when they're gone from your life, you couldn't care less. Friendships are worse, you can be good friends, and the next moment you're strangers to each other. Bonding between humans does take time, effort and compatibility I guess.. To all those friends whom I'm close with now, I hope this remains. To those whom I befriended with, I hope our friendship could last and we would always keep in touch :)

As for others, I shall let God decide :) Time for bed! :D