OMG! My life's a mess! Everything's is so crazily out of control. My homework's piled up, hv a heck of a time to catch up with studies & d freaking mssd is so near! ><" Yet i'm here wondering whether d moments we shared were jz dreams or sth more. I told myself to get over u & I did, but u jz had to pull me in for another ride. Now that I miss u so, where have u gone? Wish u're here.. But it's all jz a wish, one that cannot be fulfilled..

It's been ages since I last update coz was pretty busy.. Guess I'll jz keep it short & sweet! :)

Currently having muscle pain at my legs & ass, all thanks to d mssd training. Having d cross-country on 25th. Jz for this, I'm so damn tanned. *sigh* After this still got d olahraga thing. I wonder how dark can I go till it's all over.. :(

Apart from tht, got a new handphone, all thanks to daddy! My baby's a week old now yet still lovely.. lol!

anyways, it's d eve. All sorts of questions been running through my mind. "Where to go? Who to meet? Wat to do? When to get crazy?". Jz can't wait to get crazy but thinking of d training seesions tht r yet to come & how I'm supposed to try to catch up with lessons as I've been out of sch for d training, it's really wearing my mood. *sigh sigh sigh* I guess I'll jz switch on d crazy mood for now & leave d rest for later. Tht's if I can survive through..